Trans Health, Dogs, Ballet and Chuck

Jun 2, 2012

After coming back from our third Trans Health Conference in Philly, I found Alexey sick in bed with a cold and I tried to cheer him up by telling him about where we’ve been and how we’re considering taking them sometime in the next couple of years.

Simone: We missed you guys so much at the conference. We think we’re going to take you soon with us.

Alexey: To camp?

Simone: No, there is a camp for kids there, indoor…but it’s a conference with lots of workshops where people teach each other. You know how in our family, upstairs, we don’t care too much for gender or play with gender and you can do whatever you want?

Alexey: Uh-huh

Simone: Well, we are not the only ones who think this way about gender. This conference is another place where you can be however you like and be accepted. There are lots of kids there that feel different things about gender and a lot of adults as well. There you can wear a dress and feel safe for 3 days and protected from the outside world.

Alexey: And you know, in school, when I said I want to wear a dress at home, they said that’s for girls and then, they told me not to do it.

Simone: Well, you know what I told you to say when they do that, right? Just say ‘So what, it’s none of your business!’ and move on, okay? You know we talked about how many people get all freaked out about that kind of thing but you can of course do whatever you want but you should also remember to keep yourself safe and comfortable.

Jun 3 2012

Alexey and I read “Dogs Don’t Do Ballet,” a book about a dog that wants to be a ballet dancer but everyone tells him he can’t. Eventually, he does and everyone cheers.

Simone: So, you see dogs do do ballet. Who else people say can’t do ballet?

Alexey: Boys

Simone: And now what can we learn from this book about that?

Alexey: That boys can do ballet too!

Simone: Good job, you’re amazing.

Process: Alex and I were very impressed that he saw the parallel immediately.

Then he was watching a cartoon about Chuck and his car friends. The bigger Truck said ‘little guy’ to some little car.

Alexey: Why ‘little guy’?

Simone: I don’t know. I don’t know why it’s gendered. It’s just a car. Because it could be ‘little girl’ or…

Alexey: Little car

Simone: Exactly, you could just say little car.

Alexey: And he called the big car ‘Excuse me, Sir.’

Simone: Yes, it can also be Ma’am or you can just say ‘Excuse Me.’

A little later…

Alexey: Do you like this show?

Simone: No, not really. It all looks kind of the same and the cars seem to be all boys.

Alexey: no, this one is a girl…I heard her sound like a girl

Simone: Which is what? You mean higher pitched?

Alexey: hear this one

Simone: Oh it just sounds like a kid, though..the big car said ‘c’mon boys’ which makes me think it’s all for boys only and that’s not the kind of world we want to be in – it’s not very welcoming and it’s not sharing and that’s why I don’t like it.

Alexey: Oh.

A little later

Simone: Oh, I see there is a mom there on the show. Chuck’s mom.

Alexey: So see, there are girls.

Simone: Yeah, but what about all the friends. They’re just boys. Sure, there is a mom but none of the bigger cars or trucks are girls.

Alexey put on a necklace of mine

Alexey: And baba’s gonna say I’m a girl

Simone: Well….does it matter?

Alexey: No, I’m gonna play in the yard.

Alexey: Cut my hair only when it's as long as yours

Simone: Okay, but are you ready for all the stupid comments about how only girls have long hair. 

Alexey: Yes!

Simone: Oh yeah, what are you gonna say?

Alexey: That boys can have long hair

Simone: And?

Alexey: And that it's none of their business!

Dresses, Toys & Bathrooms

4/6/12

On the Train

Simone: You know if you want to wear a dress to school, you can…but be prepared that kids might make fun of you and the teachers might not like dealing with it. At home you can wear a dress.

Alexey: I want to wear a dress at home.

Simone: Okay, we can get you a dress. We can either buy you a dress or you can wear one of my shirts as a dress, like Ark does.

Alexey: Okay

Simone: Because what really matters at the end of the day is what you have inside here (hand on heart), how kind you are, not what you wear or how long your hair. All these things, like hair and dresses or toys are just things. And what do I always say? What’s more important: people or things?

Alexey: People

Simone: That’s right, which means it doesn’t matter what you wear. You should support others, too. People make such a big deal out of it, but it isn’t. And you know if boys you know want to wear dresses or play with dolls, never make fun of them. You know better than that. Other people might make fun of them but not you, not my son. You know to be kind. Promise?

Alexey: I promise

4/15/12

When he saw the battery box and the picture on it, he said “You see how toys are like this… and girls…that’s stupid.”

Simone: What?

Alexey: Here, boys ride Spiderman car and girls ride princesses. That’s stupid.

Simone: Oh yeah? How come?

Alexey: Because boys can wear these colors too (points to the purple).

Simone: That’s right, I’m very proud that you get that.

Alexey: People at the store, who sold us this, also think it’s stupid.

Simone: That’s highly unlikely.

While at the Brooklyn Children’s Museum,

Alexey: Why do you have to go to the Women’s bathroom?

Simone: Because they tell me to go there, because it’s for girls. Even though…I don’t believe in gender. Hey, don’t you think boys and girls should be able to pee together?

Alexey: Yes

Simone: Then, why don’t they pee together?

Alexey: Because I’m a boy and you’re a girl.

Simone: But that’s not a reason. Let’s go tell Daddy girls and boys should pee together.

While at Prospect Park, an older boy asked Alexey if he’s a boy. Alexey laughed and said ‘No, I’m a girl.’ I watched the situation happen without interjecting but later asked him if he gets asked that a lot. He said that he does get asked that a lot, but that he doesn’t care and that it doesn’t upset him.

While at our park, I was watching Alexey play and I wanted to talk to him about being able to play with all children, regardless of gender. I wanted to make sure he knows he doesn’t just need to play with boys. Alexey said he does know he can play with all kids and that he often plays with girls. He did, however, say that since it’s usually the boys who play with Bey-Blades and so he ends up playing with them. He also said the boys usually fight with the girls. When asked why, he said that it was because the boys don’t them to play with the Bey-Blades. I mentioned that that sucks because all kids should be able to share their toys, no matter the gender. I reminded him that if someone asked to play with his Bey-Blades, he should share. He agreed and randomly remembered the video on bullying they watched at his school. I thought that was kind of great because he really did get the message in the video. I was able to connect, then, that message to why sharing toys with anyone is important. I said, ‘You shouldn’t ever say to girls that they can’t play with something you have. You shouldn’t say that to boys or to transkids either. You shouldn’t say no because it really limits your life. 

When at the Naniwa Sushi restaurant, we were looking at turtles and Alexey said the biggest one is the Papa Turtle. Both Alex and I did a double-take and asked him why that would be. Alexey answered that Papas get to be the biggest. I asked him to look at Alex and at me and see that, obviously, I am actually the biggest in our family. We both told him there is no reason to connect size to positions within the family or to strength. And we said it doesn’t really matter who the biggest is, to begin with.